A story, not a readout
She never sees her own emotion numbers. Every so often the primary model writes her a first-person account of herself, deliberately fragmented so there's nothing to recite.
Instead of injecting raw values, the system has the primary model synthesize a first-person self-model in Alix's own voice roughly every eighteen hours. It's shuffled into fragments with do-not-copy instructions and injected as private notes: because tidy, quotable prose about herself is exactly what she'd parrot back.